forevermore.

I love that moment where you first wake up and for a few seconds you’re not full of heartache and then you remember the day you have ahead of you.

A local parade with your best friend, which will be fun. Except the fact that I might see my ex-boyfriend(s), which causes heartache.

A day spent either alone or with my best friend. With my best friend would be good but I know she’s got plans eventually so.

And then, finally, the fireworks show. An event that pulls a my heartstrings because I’d like to be not alone for them, but I know I will be. It’s funny that I want to be wrapped in my ex’s arms, just like the last few years, but obviously, I’m not going to be. I asked someone to hang out with me tomorrow and got rejected, so that’s awesome. 

Let’s see how today goes, I won’t be online much.
Contact me if you know my number, I’ll be going crazy.